My used ignorance–in an instant
Was shaken by the demon’s hand,
And he combined my poor existence
With his existence to the end.
His evil eyes became my own,
I gain poor treasure of the worlds,
My heart was beating in a tone
With indistinguishable words.
I’d looked at all with look that’s clear,
And I was shocked by what I’d seen;
Whether such world could once appear
As great and beautiful to me?
What, a young dreamer, looked you for
In such a world, with utter fervor,
For whom, with all your heart before,
You were not shamed to pray forever?
And I looked at the people, else:
The ‘judges’ of the lowest level —
So cruel, lofty, biased, base —
The fools that always drift to evil.
Before these ever-frightened hosts,
So vain, and cold, and full of vengeance,
The voice of truth is simply lost,
And helpless — knowledge of the ages.
You’re right, the ever-witty nations,
A call for freedom is asleep!
Herds needn’t freedom’s innovations,
They have to be just cut and stripped,
Their heritage for generations —
The yoke with joker’s bells and whip.

Translated by Yevgeny Bonver, December, 1999

Edited by Dmitry Karshtedt, March, 2000